It's Alright Luther Vandross

Perhaps it is a mixture of steroids, alcohol and drugs and mental health BUT I know, I doubt anyone would ever try as hard, love as hard as I did.
While his circle still cohabitating 5,10,15 plus years and STILL no marriage.
Losing him, was like grieving a death and literally almost put me into cardiac arrest.
From love bombing to trauma bond. It fed my soul.
Killed me, in the end.

1 year later, STILL contacting ME. Calling in the middle of the night drunk, while disappearing on the weekends.
Coming to my place, screaming outside, throwing rocks at my AC and windows and banging on my door.
NO need for those theatrics, this is no longer, your home.
Go be, where you tippy toe at.

❌ almost fracturing my arm, bruised black, blue
❌almost fracturing my ankle, bruised, black, blue
❌ pounding ME in the face
❌ dragging ME by my hair
❌ kicking ME in my stomach
❌ hitting my face soo hard that my tooth BROKE
❌ flinging ME across the ROOM
❌ flinging ME across the wall, the corner slammed my face
❌ slapping ME over rice at a restaurant
❌ squeezing my hand to take my phone, so I DONT call NYPD
❌ covered in black, blue bruises.
Documented by Doctor
❌ My things going missing in his room, car
❌ pounded on the head so hard with fist, I couldn't see,
I had to wear shades for weeks
❌ poured liquor in my face in Puerto Rico
❌ threaten to drop a weight on my head
❌ pounded my head on the CONCRETE wall
❌ DAILY speaking on my son, tried fighting him
❌ DAILY ranting RACIAL slurs about my son
❌ DAILY telling ME, I have nothing, I have no one,
I am no one.
❌ slapping, punching ME in the face while driving
❌ knowingly spreading disease's, I have my MyChart prior, during him
❌ bite mark on my chest
documented by Doctor
❌ humiliating ME public than leaving me stranded
❌ telling people my personal information
❌ taking steroids and Viagra without my knowledge
❌ PROSTITUTES harassing ME for over a year
❌ Humiliating ME in front of his roommates BUT not telling them how he told ME that he doesn't even want them there
❌ talks about my son to trigger me, to have an excuse to argue, for him to disappear

🚩To: BM
He'll tell me things that supposedly you had to say about ME, via my social media.....having not met ME, having not know the depth of what I was actually going through with him.
BUT
let me tell you THIS, I know you find gratification in him and I no longer being together, but don't find too much comfort in my pain, because as comfortable as he made you from taking you out of the SLUMS and into the suburbs.. he's never said one good thing about you, furthermore you're down south, because he wanted you, no where near him and he didn't want to raise children
It's more feasible for him,to keep you away,no matter the cost and that's worse than him and I
If he wanted his children, they'd still be,in
Connecticut
Sooooo, don't find too much comfort in my pain
Furthermore, he STILL able to support your lifestyle, because I never pursued charges on him
🚩To:his daughter
Perhaps INSTEAD of you speaking to your father about nothing, perhaps you should address the fact that he's constantly stating to people that you have a house,that supposedly he paid for the closing cost
Why didn't your child's father pay that?
Why didn't all 4 parents split the cost?
Why is he bragging about you, but you have an abundance of assistance, you're not doing things alone and never did.
How many years you been with your BD and no marriage but your father, speaking on everyone, else.
He doesn't get to pick, what sin you could commit and devalue other's.

🚩 To his roommates:
You heard him GOSSIPING about ME, my children, what you think he said about you?
You heard him brutally beating me.
YEARS later, you're still living off of him. Had YEARS to move, had YEARS to get married. YEARS? Nothing.

🚩 To his exes, RANDOMS, PROSTITUTES, drug addicts, alcoholics ……
STOP contacting ME and following my page

🛑 A disease donor
A disease recipient, could NEVER make me jelly.

🖤Who was there when he dragged ME across the floor by my hair and slammed my face in the corner of the hotel bed? I NEVER pressed charges. NO one has a title, place, to speak on ME.